well, i concede that nobody in their right mind would go for a walk in this crazy fast-paced society, and nobody who would wanna walk would walk at so late a time. but still, going out for a short walk around the neighbourhood at 2135 is not so late. no alarms were needed to be raised.

i hate being interrogated. if i say there's nothing, there's nothing. period. now after being screamed, i'm mad. and hence my silence. but since you thought that i went out because i had some unspeakable problems, my silence would only increase your fears. i know you care,but i really am ok. nothing's wrong.

i won't just run away you know, and i do know that going for a walk at 2135 is unusual but hey, i was feeling restless alright? i'll take care of myself?

thought that maybe you thought i was going to run away. but i aint so dumb. running away does not solve anything. and i have nothing to run away from,except maybe responsibilities and the mundane mind-boggling details of life, but well i accept that shit happens. =]

thought of scaring you by telling you yes, i will be going to a lesbian pub. but i decided, i shall spare a thought for you. after all, i love you.

i didnt mean to make you worry. you're the people i love most in the world, and the ones i'm closest to.